a month ago, i took a nap and woke up around midnight bored. I decided to get a drink so i went to my usual bar. I had a cigarette outside and someone asked if she could buy one off me. I told her i’d give her one for a minimum 5 minute conversation. she said yes and took a seat. we then decided to grab a drink. inside, i met her boyfriend and her friends. her boyfriend decided that theyre taking me under their wing so i spent the night drinking with them. we ended up going back to their place for an afterparty and got as drunk as we could. we exchanged numbers and kept running into each other throughout town. Eventually to a point where i made friends throughout their group of friends and was constantly meeting new people. last night they threw a party because her and her boyfriend are moving to Peru. we all got drunk, we hugged countless times, and kept shouting how universally intriguing how we came to know each other. we all felt a genuine relationship between each other in the short time. and it was mind blowing to think that i had these people in my life for less then a month and they will forever be a part of my life. i will always remember them as one of the friendliest and genuine people i’ve met. i remember sitting in their backyard really drunk, smoking a cigarette, and realizing how much i love the human experience.
It’s easier to stay mad
and pretend to be self-sufficient
than to forgive
and admit you’re still hurt
When you meet someone who tries their hardest to stick by you regardless of how difficult you are, keep them. Keep them at all costs because finding someone who cares enough to look past your flaws isn’t something that happens every day.
people say lmao a lot nowadays but no one says rofl anymore and its weird cause back in the day rofl and lmao used to be interchangeable and if you were a risktaker youd combine them into roflmao but now everyones dropped rofl. its probably for the best but i cant help but be nostalgic.
I’m excited for tomorrow and this weekend.. and this song will be my go-to tune <3
Disclaimer: I wrote this on July 2014, and I just noticed that I never posted this ! So here… oh and this is gonna be one of those “semi long posts”
Just yesterday, my sister broke our wifi connection… Which pretty much in my household, is jail LOL. We won’t have it fixed till Monday so yeah.. Usually I’d be annoyed but instead I decided that it was fine and decided to take advantage of this time this “wire-less”(lol) weekend to clean up my laptop. While I was sorting out old files; from keeping and deleting to alphabetically ordering… I came across a special folder with all my old photos from the past few years, 2006-2013 to be exact. There were plenty of photos that included memories from my 18th debut, Las Vegas 2010, Europe 2011, famjams, bajillion selfies, group pictures and a lotta stuff from high school. I then decided to browse through just for the hell of it. What went through my mind was how crazy so much has changed within the past 4 years since high school ended. Like back then my group of friends use to “roll out” in crowds LOL. We had so much people in our group that you couldn’t count with all five fingers together. It was a lot.. Yet most of all, it was fun. Our get-togethers would bring out the best times. Parties or random outings. I loved it all. Present day; it’s been much more different. Were all at that age where having a group of friends you trust can only be counted by the number of fingers you have on each hand. Today, I don’t even see my friends as often as I use to. Especially with most of us getting our lives in check. Whether it’s been school or graduating or getting a job or getting engaged or having babies. Life is really starting to unfold for me and my friends. It’s just crazy how quick this approached us. I never saw it coming but it’s finally here. I may have lost touch or cut ties with plenty of people in my life; including the ones I have a million pictures with. But I’m honestly super thankful. Those were one of the best times of my youth. The people in those pictures, even if I don’t know them anymore. I’m still glad I had the opportunity to at one point. I’ll never forget the memories we shared together even if it was for those particular moments. Happy or sad. I’m glad it was with those people. Its just interesting to see how much we’ve grown since then. I guess this is all a part of growing up right ? Seeing how much has changed may be bittersweet but I’m happy. My life has changed so much since then too ! I came out of high school and went in to college like a fish out of water. Never took anything too seriously, was practically an over-thinker in almost any situation, single and didn’t date for four years yet happy because I had the best friends in the world. Now ? I’m currently back in school trying to improve my grades so I can go to university. I’m literally keeping my eye on the prize because I want really to succeed. I’m still an over-thinker but it’s gotten a little better since then. As for the friends part, Ive got a good amount of people I’m happy to call my best friends. Lastly, I’m happily dating a wonderful guy. Someone that I least expected to walk into my life from an amazing friend to now an even more amazing boyfriend. I use to complain so much how I’ll never get to where I want to be.. But now that I’m moving on with my life along as everyone else’s.. I’ve never felt more content. I’m growing up and I’m starting to realize how big this world really is. Sometimes life punches you in the face but you shouldn’t back out you must always continue to stand up. Im glad that the things I went through and experienced were long and hard because I wouldn’t be who I am today without them. So here’s to the next four years. I can’t wait to see where it brings me.
Here are some of those old photoz (sorry not sorry, TBT is techically tomorrow sOO0oo):
Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.
1. Fear less, love more.
2. Frown less, smile more.
3. Talk less, listen more.
4. Judge less, accept more.
5. Complain less, appreciate more.
6. Speak less, do more.
7. Doubt less, trust more.