heard this on GG, and loved it since.
Two weeks ago.. Aka the week when Dee stayed over at my house for a week bc her entire family abandoned her home alone (her mom & sister are in the mainland, her brother went to Ottawa, her other brother went to Vegas) and we went back to her place to watch 12 Years A Slave a 3 hour movie for 6 HOURS bc it would’t load properly …. I still can’t believe how we sat through that. I mean I remember mentioning in the end to Dee, “Dude… This made me realize…. This comes to show how fucking PATIENT we are, like wow. High five to us” LOL this snapchat proves it.
Sooo I haven’t updated this tumblr in a while.. So here we go !
As of recently, I’ve been caught up with a whole bunch of new things in my life. Since the past year was a kind of bumpy one.. This year, I’m looking forward, upwards and feeling a lot more positive ! I’ve been trying to reconnect myself with a brand spankin new schedule and try to maintain things. Whether it’s time with family, Adrian, friends and myself. I find it’s important to learn how to balance the things in your life. For starters, I recently got a new job at Aritzia. It still feels kind of surreal.. Especially since I never expected that I would work there, ever. So far ? It’s interesting. I’m still learning about how to sell and all that fun retail stuff. I’m nervous and excited at the same time. I just wanna do well because I love Aritzia; not just the clothes, but the company as a whole. :) Yay to new jobs ! One thing I find about myself is that I tend to doubt the things I do and believe in…. I also have another big chunk of me that cheers me on and reminds me that all that I do will be worth it in the end. When it comes to family, I’m trying to be a better daughter. I’m aware I can act like a brat from time to time, but I really really wanna cut that old persona out of my life. I want to show my parents the best side of me possible. They’re not perfect and neither am I.. My parents have a tendency to judge and I have a very quick reactor button, but I guess this is something I’ll continue to work on. For friends, everything is same old. I’m just trying to keep in touch and give time to the ones that I want to keep in my life forever. Regardless of how busy we all are, I’m happy to say I can look back and see the people I picture staying in my life for many years and years to come. Right now, I’m in the process of planning my birthday shindig. I’m still quite undeceive but let’s hope I get that done before… tomorrow LOL. As for mister Adrian Alconcel ? We happy :) we’ve recently stepped into that part of our relationship where we’re noticing each others habits and ish. It’s quite funny. He always does this thing whenever we share stories, and when he doesn’t know what to say he goes, “Don’t killlllll me” and I’m like “lol really” even when it’s not something to really laugh about or nonsense.. This guy always always says that.. and I’m like “wow babe” LOL We’ve developed quite a few inside jokes and it’s been so fun. At the momentoo.. we’ve both recently got into this “new” iPhone game called “Hay Day” .. it’s like Facebook’s Farmville, but ten times better. I was bored one day and wanted to see if Farmville was still alive and functioning, and found that game instead… One day later, I tell Adrian all about it and he immediately downloads it too and here we are, one month later and both in levels 24 & 30 ! We. Are. Obsessed :|. LMAO !!! I kid you not, this game is super addictive and fun ! I don’t wanna get too into it, but.. it’s a cool game. Anyways, wow I can’t believe I just rambled. Went from talking about Adrian to Hay Day in three seconds.. Ooookay. Anyways, back to Adrian.. :). You guys, I’m really happy. If I could really explain this feeling in detail, I would be writing paragraphs all over walls. But since I’m not crazy (A random horror movie scene with a crazy possessed girl writing paragraphs all over walls just popped into my mind, LOL), I’ll summarize it like this: It’s like waking up one day and hopping on your everyday commute train in life.. and you meet that person you know is someone different, someone special. Of course they’re coming from a totally different area of their life and just got off a totally different train, but you cross paths and end up on the same train together. Turns out this person is a lot more than meets the eye, and you create something awesome that no one else can understand except you two. It’s that out of this world, alien existing, winning a competition, getting your driver’s license, running through a field of lilies, finding those pair of shoes you’ve always wanted, discovering your actual foundation shade colour, dancing in the rain, eye opening, wonderful, surreal, happy feeling.. LMAO, oh goodness.. It’s magical. I know I’m getting cheesy and crap, but like I said if I could explain in full storybook detail on how I feel about Adrian.. it would literally take a crazy girl writing stories all over walls !! HAHA. Okay, wellllll I guess I’m done here. This update has definitely turned into a ramble. But, that’s all for now ! XOXO :) happy days to you all ! <3